21 DAY MONEY JOURNEY | pathofthezebra

21-day money journey

21-day journey, inspired on money magic miracles, 21 creativity - money cleanse, mix of these two, first idea was to do money, magic, miracles again to solve my money issues, but I had already thrown it away, it would also have been trying to solve the problem with a similar that has proven to keep me in the system. Added creativity, idea was to create this way my own product, I wanted to stir it in a certain direction control it, is not working, the drawings give me more information than the writing. It is that deeper layer and seeing repetitive things in it. The first week I spent on getting a view on my figures, the numbers and in he end put them in a figure, making it visible. And that is this:

feelings I wrote when I looked at it: feels good there is some air in what goes out and what comes in. Not happy with the debt, also status quo; this is what I know, this is my financial playground, harma's money foundation, in the solar plexus,

And what I later saw in it, my debt, I will not solve or change within the black, any solution I have tried so far were always keeping me in it, within the black bouncing back against the barriers, keeping me in it. Transforming it is moving through black or even moving in the black, that is stepping into the new and then I end up again in my Wadi Rum pictures:

grounding (again difference with little match girl, dreams are not grounded she lives in poverty and her life is a struggle) but also the unlimited choices and possibility focus, channel and make it concrete and confined, but to get back to the black, on own feet into the emptiness and in the unknown, and what is holding me back is a lack of safety feelings of well I don't know exactly.But these two are connected.

this was a result of the 21 day journey, the follow up now is follow your heart and make money course of Laura Hollick

the drawing of my 21 day journey, going down from day 21 to day 1.

radiant vibrancy, holding space, being protected in the new, again curled curved instead of rigid, straight in flow natural

quick and easy palm tree, things don't have to be a struggle or a lot of effort, growing from the ground up, exotic tree (red beech among the green)

money tree, curling creative, not straight with detours, sacred foundation, how 21 day journey really is, to grow new, planting seeds.

fish dolphin, structure in the structure, hold in, inner beauty not matching (or alignment with) outer beauty

focus, focal point (brandpunt, little match girl) focus in the solar plexus, when energy focused it has power, moving through the portalg

rainbow bridge, tribal (my version of primal is tribal) energy becoming concrete confined solid, it gets form

peacock tail, showing my true colours, this is what I want. THIS ONE STANDS OUT IN THE SERIES

new foundation, through the black in an easy way, grounding in the black, THIS ONE STANDS OUT

dragon, not fully flowering, hold back, suppress adapt not fully embodied, holding in peacock energy, is this of me or of Blanca, Laura or Nina? It is theirs, I take over or adapt myself to them. Take over their ideas to fit in, to focus outside myself

cactus au, thistles spines, erratic adapted energy, hold in, keep in, hold back.

suppress my own, not my colours, take on other peoples colours, have to do as others, fits with the dragon of Nina, Blanca and Laura, take over their colours and their energy, have to be as others.

hold in, keep in, adapt suppress, no focus, not focused, focus outside myself, coming from outside, fence barbed wire, to protect myself, not safe

portal, opening for energy to enter this reality, getting form

portal, new, opening

new road, new ways of doing things, new ways of looking at things.

other side of this piece is current money situation, chaos-insecure, no direction, no structure and yet wanting to control it, wanting to stir it in a certain direction.

portal of multi-dimensionality, several entrances leading to the same destiny (have to think of a collage of someone else with similar insight)

kind of palm tree branch, reminds me Jesus, his crown of thorns

focused, structured energy, seeds shoot out of the ground, growing very quick, like a phoenix arises out of her ashes but now concrete solid grounded form, grounded light. Also reminds me little match girl, dreams not grounded, struggle